I confess my iniquity; I am troubled by my sin. (v.18)
A leading Boston Puritan, Samuel Sewall, was one of the judges during the notorious Salem witch trials in early American history. Afterwards, his conscience began to eat at him. One day he heard his son reciting Matthew 12:7: ‘If you had known what these words mean, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice,” you would not have condemned the innocent.’ Sewall knew he had to repent. On January 14, 1697, he stood before his church with head bowed while his pastor read out his humble confession.
Confessing our sins before God is another type of prayer we should practice often. Psalm 38 is traditionally considered one of the seven “penitential psalms,” with the others being Psalms 6, 32, 51, 102, 130, and 143. The main point is found in verse 18: ‘I confess my iniquity; I am troubled by my sin.’ Thus, when the psalmist asked the Lord to help him, we understand that he was talking primarily about forgiveness.
David’s soul was sick, and he described these feelings in intense bodily terms. He had no health, his bones were unsound, his back ached, his wounds festered, he was mute and deaf, he felt crushed and helpless. All these symptoms afflicted him because he knew he had offended God (v.4). God was disciplining His child, exercising holy wrath to bring him to the painful point of repentance. The physical imagery is so vivid here that some commentators actually think the psalmist had a life-threatening illness! Have you ever confessed your sins with this kind of spiritual intensity? In addition, because David was Israel’s king, God had made his sin and its consequences public. As a result, his friends had dropped away and his enemies were waiting to pounce.
As 1 John 1:9 reminds us it is good to keep a short account of our sins and to regularly confess them before God who is faithful and just to forgive us.
Pray: confessing your sin before God and asking Him to forgive you.
Reflect: do I make a regular practice of confession?